Tuesday, March 06, 2007

I feel like a wanderer walking aimlessly around in a forest. I know there is a way out, but I don't know which way it is. I am captivated by the things I see. I am mesmerized by the smells and the sounds. Yet I want more. None of this is good enough for me. I continue to walk around amlissly, knowing there is a way out...yet not knowing how to find it. But I want to stay here for a while. I have a peace about it...like a trance....i am totally in a zone. I don't want to leave.

9 Comments:

Blogger Mommy of Four said...

??

5:41 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

sounds like you and God have some stuff to work out on a personal level Maria. Dont' hide to long or your mind will wonder. I love you.

7:04 AM  
Blogger Maria Purviance said...

No, I don't think God and I have things to work out. I think I am searching for more of God...not wanting to leave the forest is like me not wanting to go back to just being content with the same old christian thing. I am sick of just the same old thing.

7:15 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

no no no. I'm sorry Maria, i didn't mean for it to come out that way. "a personal level" as in just what you are saying...working out what he wants for you and pointing you in the right direction. Sorry, i meant nothing about your relationship with GOd, i meant meeting with him in the forest and figuring out the next step with church and stuff. My bad!

9:16 PM  
Blogger Judy said...

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6:55 AM  
Blogger Judy said...

Hey Maria. shoot me an email and I'll let you know where our new house is. We're moving back to Olathe - so we're still in Kansas, but you are not too far away I think.

judyderoche at gmail dot com

6:56 AM  
Blogger Maria Purviance said...

roni, okay, i thought was you were saying was way off from what you were really saying. you made me a little mad girl! :) okay, got to go and study...i have to get this work done!

10:25 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

down girl, dont' be hatin! I love you.

dont' make me bust out about my momma cookin in the kitchen, eatin a whole lotta chicken! lol

7:30 PM  
Blogger Mommy of Four said...

I was posting as you commented:) It's up:)

9:05 AM  

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